Eda Pinka's Journey

Happy New Year 2012!

2012-01-20T09:04:00.000+08:00

I hope it is not to late to wish all of you Happy New Year 2012!
I am so so busy until i have no time to update my blog.
These few months I've been facing such a hard times!
On my Exam weeks, i thought that i could not face the tension,
but Alhamdulillah, i made it through the Exam weeks!

There is not much to talk about actually.
I am now recovering! Insya-Allah! :)

I hope all of you have a great life ahead!
Taka care lovelies! ♥

Sensitive and Paranoid

2011-11-19T07:09:00.004+08:00

Its 6.30 am and i haven't slept because I cannot sleep.
There is something that currently bugging my mind.
I hate being paranoid and sensitive.
I do not know who to turn up to when i am facing with this troubling feeling.
So here I am writing about it. Not directly telling you what is the matter about.
But I just wanna ease the tense and just type and hit the keyboard until I am okay.
I just randomly type non stop, trying not to cry and this post is not directly pointed to anyone.
It is a matter of typing to ease the tense and to tell what i feel.
It is a general matter that happen around us.
I know some of you experienced this.

Sometimes, it bugs me big time when i easily can be torn apart because of simple matters.
I came to a conclusion, that i am maybe, paranoid!
That is why i am sensitive. I guess.

Sometimes, i wonder why people can be so mean to us when we treated them the BEST we can!
Or is it just me feeling like they are mean to me or, again, paranoid?

Sometimes, i just wish people can be good to us. I mean, yeah, we cannot expect people to be good to us every time. But, i realize, some people are so mean! They do not even care about other feelings! AT ALL.

Maybe because of being back stabbed and hurt for so many times , that i became so aware of how cruel people can be? I do not know!

But, even how hard it is, i will always try my best to be kind to people around me even some of you treat me vice versa. But, surely i have my limit. But so far, I am way far from my limit. I am not perfect and sometimes i know I break people heart too and sometimes im cruel and mean too. But, some people out there, they deliberately, purposely, intentionally act mean towards others.

What is becoming to this world? I do not know! I just miss the old times when I never face this kind of situation. The more people I know, the more i saw how human being can be so cruel!

Like the quote,

What this world needs is a new kind of army

- the army of the kind.

By, Cleveland Amory

and i stumble upon this saying,

“No matter how bad someone treats you,

be courteous and kind

and be the better person.”

So yeah, that's about it.
I am not perfect myself, i know.
But, i will try my BEST to be courteous.
People around me know how i play my card.
But, sometimes, I may act mean and evil without being aware of it. I am sorry. Everyone make mistakes because we are not perfect. But we can always try to be better!
So, here's a cheer for each and everyone of us so that we can help each other up to become a better person! ♥

So much to tell about!

2011-11-17T09:30:00.002+08:00

New baby!
Hello readers!
It have been a long long time!
I am busy more than a hive of bees!

Previous post, i mentioned about my lost phone.
I am not sad anymore!
Thanks to my mummy for buying me a brand new phone!
Thanks to Kaklong and Abglong for 'hunting' the phone!
I am in love with the phone!

Salam Aidil-Adha
I spent my Aidil-Adha at ampang.
I don't know why I felt like wearing a hijjab at that time.
Gratitude to my lil sis Fieza for putting on the hijjab for me!
Everyone was amazed seeing me in hijjab!
They gave me a flattering remark! *shy*

1st trial

2nd trial

Happy Birthday Saffy!
To my dear darling Saffy!
Happy Birthdayyy! May all your wishes come true!
Thanks for the invite darlinggg! We had an awesome night!
It was an awesome party ever!
Swimming pool, beach-ball catch, awesome DJ, awesome crowd, most of all awesome PARTY!
It was such a great party! Loveee it!
And, you look so pretty syggg! <3 Xoxo!

Hangout
Okay. Momentous matter!
Sorry to some of my friends that i couldn't find the time to hangout with.
As you all know, my life is busy as a bee! Maybe busier than bees!
Sometimes, i stayed up late, assignment!
Sometimes, i stayed up late, hanging out at night to ease the tense.
I find myself free at night.
But when the sun came out, it was either i am busy at college or i am busy sleeping to regain back my energy.
Thousand apologies to all my friends out there,
especially Ewan, Ayie, Lil Sis Rara and some others!

Ewan, it has been a long time since we last hangout!
Wait until i am all free and wait until i get my pocket money okay?
Movie, dinner, shisha, everything! :D

Ayie, I am sorry because we had not meet before you went back to your hometown.
I had a fever and I heard that you had to stop to a lot of pit stop on that day.
Faster come back here okay my baby girl?
I will be missing you so so much!
Do not be naughty over there okay?

Lil Sis Rara, I am so so sorry because I couldn't wake up at that time!
I was so tired sweetie! I am truly depressed for not meeting you!
I miss you so much lil sis! All the memories we had together will forever be cherished!
Take care lil sis! Even how far we are, our memories will make us close! <3

And to other girlfriends, we will meet when all of us are not busy okay? Some of my girls out there are busy working. But don't worry, we will find the time when all of us are really free. Xo! <3

So far, that was the updates! Take care lovely readers!

Lost my phone!

2011-10-15T04:53:00.000+08:00

I lost my phone! I was so so depressed!
Yes, it is not the leading advanced phone like you people have, but i really love that phone so so much!
How did I lost it? I dont even know how.
I notice that my phone was not with me when i was in the car.
So i thought maybe i left it at home.
But when i went back home and search for it, i couldnt find it!

I cried so badly! I cancelled the hangout with my friends.
I spent the whole day sleeping!
When i woke up, at night, i sraightaway went outside and meet my friends.

Thanks to my friends for cheering me up!
Lelly was so cute to write the phone numbers of us friends on a small piece of paper for me. <3
Ain was so cute to calm me down and make me smile with her entertaining attitudes. <3
Ewan was so nice to accompany me to search for a new simcard eventhough he was working at that time !<3
Mr. Choc was so wonderful for being the one that calm me down in every of our conversations through the phone. Thanks to Ain and Ewan for letting me used their phone. <3
And, special thanks to my mum for lending me her brand new phone!<3

Thanks to other friends too that calm me down through facebook.
I got my new number now.
Friends, please PM your number so that i can text you all with my new number.

Take care all!
May i got a new phone soon!

Bee buzzing

2011-10-04T02:04:00.000+08:00

Busy as a bee!
This is only the second week of my new semester, and my time had already been occupied by tasks!
I want to be good in multi-tasking!

I can do my assignment while facebooking.

Can that be considered as multi-tasking? *wondering*

I am currently taking six subjects this semester!

Lots of theories to comprehend!

Lots of reading to do!

That explains why i rarely update my blog.

Well, is it a good explanation? hehe. Even if im not occupied with tasks, i still rarely update my blog!

Why? I have no idea. Too lazy maybe! No idea what to write maybe!

I have been writing blog for a long time. Well, not so long, but quite long.

Maybe i ran out of ideas of what to write.

So, coming back to the lots of tasks etc etc.

The 'LOTS' is not actually a lot at all!

Well, i mean, it is a lot!

But still, i have lots of time too to finished it, I hope.

If i do it bit by bit, Insya-Allah I will finished it on time! Aamin!

Wish me luck you all!

P/S: To my beloved friends at UNISEL that will be graduating soon, CONGRATULATION! I pray you all the best in life. Aamin! ♥

Lipstick / Gincu

2011-09-24T21:22:00.001+08:00

What a tittle!
To make the story short, yesterday, there was something that i am supposed to be involved in and that something requires me wearing make-up!
So I asked Maro to put some make-up on me for that event.
Thank you so much Maro!

Then I realized that, I never own a lipstick!
Even worst, i dont wear lipstick! Except for a function or an event or when someone just pushed me to wear or when i feel like wanting to wear it.
I only wear lip balm. I think i should learn to wear a lipstick. LOL.
Make-up is so not my thing.
But i dont know why, i feel like the make-up intuition is coming after me slowly.
Not good? Or good? I dont know. Haha.

Whatever it is, i am still me,
the girl who likes her hair to be tousled and messy,
the girl who sometimes just wear jeans and hot pants and legging and t-shirt and flip flop (i hate heels!)

but sometimes (ONLY SOMETIMES) i am
the girl who like her hair to be neat
the girl who like to wear dress or wtv that you girls can think of and equals to what you girls called as vogue or wtv crap you diva girls out there can think of. LOL.

Most of the times, i am just me with the messy hair, the shy girl that talks a lot when you get to know her and this girl is currently thinking,

should she buy a lipstick? LOL.

Love you all!

Topic Generator

2011-09-23T15:52:00.000+08:00

Good day lovely readers!
I want to share something to all bloggers out there.
I just discovered something!

Today my class was cancelled and I woke up and straightaway tidy up my house.
Then I was so bored and i thought about writing a blog.
But i don't have any idea on what to write.
Google being my favorite search engine ever, showed me this website.

http://www.blogtap.net/blogtopicgenerator/

It is so random! Random equals to fun!
Just choose what category you want to write about and, generate the topic and, 'walla'! You got a topic!
Try it out and have fun blogging, lovelies!

So, school has started! I was lazy to go to school at first.
But then I realized, I am about to finish my study anytime soon! Insya-Allah!
Im trying my best to concentrate more than before.
Wish me luck yeah readers!
Ohh yeah by school, I meant college. :D
I like to say it as school because, it makes me feel more spirited!

So readers, please wish me the best!
I love you all!

Wisdom tooth

2011-09-18T09:44:00.001+08:00

I freaked out!
I am paranoid when coming about something that make me worried!
I felt something appearing on my upper left gum and at first i thought that my gum was swollen.
Then after weeks, it turned out to be a tip of the tooth! (I guess...)

The Wisdom Tooth!

As Im writing, I touch the tip of the tooth with my tongue.

So far, I assumed it is a tooth.

I will wait until it fully appeared.

The weird part is, it did not feel THAT hurt like people used to say.

Just a little bit of pinch and it tingles a little bit.

So im really confused whether it is a wisdom tooth or not.

Had any of you experienced dealing with the growth of wisdom tooth?

Do you welcomed that tooth?

Do you extracted it/them?

I guess I just have to wait for it to grow.

Ohh yeahh, by having wisdom tooth coming to our life, does that mean we are fully grown up?

Does that mean that I cannot grow any taller?

All these questions kept popping!

Just curious, thats all. :)

Till next updates pretty readers!

Salam Aidilfitri 2011

2011-09-16T08:35:00.001+08:00

Hello lovelies!
Happy eid! Sorry for any of my wrong doings!
How was your eid? Mine was quite awesome!
Like usual, at the first raya, all of our family members will go to Maklong's house at Kelana Jaya.
And then went to our Ampang's house and celebrate raya there.
Then we went to several of our relatives' houses.
All of us stay around Kuala Lumpur, so it was easy to visit each house.
Every year, with the same routine.

Playing at the garden.

Talk, talk and talk, My cousin, Hafiz.

Our raya pictures back then when I was a little girl. <3

Merdeka Raya! <3

Shasha. My cousin. Her twin is Issac. We didnt manage to snap Issac's pic.

Crazy cousins!

Only some of us. Some had went back home.

When I was a little girl, I used to play here every time i went to Maklong's house.

Cousin, Hafiz.

Lil sis, Hafizah.

Never ever celebrate Raya out of Kuala Lumpur!
I grow up celebrating Raya in Kuala Lumpur.
But this year, was different!
I had the chance to see what its like to celebrate Raya at a village!
Why? Because I followed my brother-in-law to his village at Alor Setar Kedah!
I was so excited! As soon as I arrived there, I couldnt't stop looking at the scenery!
So green and pretty and pretty and pretty!
It was my second time here. I've been here before for Majlis Menyambut Menantu of my sister. :)
The paddy-field, the 'orang-orang', the scenery was so pretty!
All along the road i could only see paddy field! That was like so pretty!
Then, i even saw ducks! I was so excited because it was my 1st time seeing a duck that close!
The bigger 'duck', i think its a goose, (LOL. Forgive me for not knowing the name but i really think its a goose.). It started to run and make a noise when i came nearer. I was so scared, so i ran. LOL!
When i had the chance to go there, i wanna try to come nearer and not run!
I also learned a little bit to speak in Kedah accent.
I am so blessed to have the chance to feel what it is like to celebrate raya at a village!

Somewhere in Alor Setar, a 'tasik'.

The ducks.

Aww 1st time ever celebrate raya at a village.

My excited pose. :DD

Menara Alor Setar, if im not mistaken.

Fieza, Kaklong and Banglong.

Fieza and me.

We did have fun.

We did have fun. :)

I spent two nights at Kedah and it was awesome!

I woke up in the morning and experienced the fresh air of a village.

And even though is is 7 o'clock in the morning, taking a bath with the cold water didn't feel cold at all.

It felt a little bit chilly. But it was refreshing!

I went to visit some of the people at the village (Abg long's family member).

I ate, 'tapai' with vanilla ice-cream! So yummy! But Hafiza my lil sis, didn't like it though.

The people there kept asking, 'do you understand our slang?' Alhamdulillah, i understood quite a lot of what they say.

Then, it was time to went back to hometown , Kuala Lumpur.

I was a little bit sad because I will miss living in a village. I will miss the environment and how refreshing it felt.

An experience that I will never forget!

On the way back to Kuala Lumpur, we dropped by Pulau Pinang to visit Banglong's relative.

It was my first time arriving Pulau Pinang.

I was hoping to come by the 'Penang Bridge', but we didnt use that way.

And it was so filled with traffic and that makes me felt asleep.

See the traffic!

We spent quite a long time at Penang at Banglong's brother house.

We had 'Nasi dagang'! Yummmy!

At 5PM, we start our journey to went back to our hometown.

It was so filled with traffic and we arrived at Kuala Lumpur at 2AM!

So that was the story of my Eid. :)

A best experience for me.

Upon arriving at Kuala Lumpur, i continue to visit other family members that i havent visited yet.

If i want to tell you about all of them, it will take forever.

Because I had lots of family here in Kuala Lumpur.

Here's some other pictures from everywhere.

Beraya at Canai15. :D

With darling Aien. :)

On the way back to Kuala Lumpur from Kedah.

Cam whore.

Shiro, Ciko and the new-born kitty!

So thats about it.

I hope you all have a very nice Eid. :)

Take care lovelies!

Langkawi Trip

2011-08-15T12:37:00.004+08:00

Hey there pretty people!
Langkawi! I am excited about the Langkawi trip which i went after my sister's ceremony of 'Menyambut Menantu'.
I am talking about the big massive excitement!
Never been to Langkawi! And the last time I went into a ferry was when I am still a primary school girl.
So as i hoped on onto the ferry, I was so excited.
I wanted to sat next to the window, but being a good sister, i gave my lil sis the sit.
I cant wait to reached Langkawi. But after several minutes of departure, i suddenly experienced a massive headaches! My head is spinning and spinning.
I really cant wait to arrive! I close my eyes and take pictures to distract the dizziness like a ~~drunken~~ woman!
When we reached there, you dont know how much i felt so relieved!

We rent a van and checked in at Baron.
Me and my lil sis got a room to ourselves!
Our own room and just the two of us! Cool right?
Then we went to Chenang Beach. (Hope I spelled it right!)
It was so so pretty here! I felt like I am at oversea!
It was so so pretty! i feel like wanna live here!
Seriously it looks like the beach in Hannah Montanna series. So pretty!
I fell asleep in the van on the way there and on the way back to the hotel.
We then went to the mini downtown near the hotel.
The next day, i woke up late. LOL!
Our family members have gone to eat somewhere so me and my lil sis Fiza decided to take a walk near the hotel.
As we walked, I can feel my stomach playing Linkin Park's songs!
The weather is so hot and i really need to eat!
We bought several stuff and went back to the hotel and met the rest.
We went again to Chenang Beach.
Then we went to Underwater World and i got lost in there.
So excited with all the animals till i got lost for a while.
Took a picture with two snakes. I love animals!
We didn't do much activity but it was really fun!

Me and Feeza!

Arrived at Langkawi!

We got this room to ourselves!

Mars! My fav chocolate after Crunchie.

Cam-whore before sleep.

One night only at Langkawi.

We took a walk near the hotel. It was so sunny!

After all the cam-whoring and all the trip, it is time to say bye-bye to Langkawi.

We had to rushed because we need to hurried up to catch up the last ferry.
But, we missed the ferry! we were 5 minutes late and the ferry left us!
So we had to took a different ferry to a different stop (I cant remember where) and from there we had to find a cab to took us back to where we parked our cars.
This ferry is more bigger than the ferry that we took on the way here.
I am so glad when my uncle wanted to smoke outside.
Not that I glad i can freely smell the smoke. haha.
I am glad that i can have a fresh air outside because yeah again, i felt so dizzy!
We spent like half an hour outside! I felt like doing the titanic scene! LOL. :DD

Spending the time at the deck.

Feeza and Afif.

As night approached, we arrived there. We did not find a taxi but there is this one chinese man that rent his car to us but him as the driver.
It was like an exclusive van or caravan.
We watched movie in the caravan and then i fell asleep.
An hour later, we arrived at the place where we parked our cars and it is time to went back to Kuala Lumpur.
We really had a great fun! A short trip with lotsa fun!

On the way back to Kuala Lumpur, Bro Amin drove first, and at the next stop, my lil sis Fiza drove and then at the next stop, its mine turn to drove and then back to Bro Aamin to drove! :)
The other two cars were drove by both of my uncles (without co-driver).
Wow! How did they manage to get so much energy?
We arrived at Kuala Lumpur in the morning. We really had a great fun!

My cool stuff that I heart.

2011-08-07T05:08:00.000+08:00

Thank you to my pretty Yonna for tagging me! <3
It is a contest created by Cik Aflina Affandi!
For more info about this contest click here!
And to those who are so blur and do not understand at all what this is about even how many times you read it, do not worry, you are blur just like me. LOL.
So just click here for the example.

Like her page at facebook and join the thousand lovelies there. :)

My cool stuff that I heart so much and I smile every time i look at, is:

the mickey mouse balloon!

Why did i choose this as my cool stuff?

Funny story! :)

Balloon mickey mouse nih, my lesboo yang bagi and her name is Eqa Lecha.

At that time we all pegi shopping raya dekat Jalan Tar.

And if kowang nak tahu, time kitowang shopping tuh mase last day puasa.

Haha. So means esok nak raya baru la nak shopping baju raya.

Inilah cerita teenagers sekarang, busy semacam je.

Tengah sibuk jalan-jalan cari baju, Eqa nampak pakcik jual balloon2 comel nih!

Eqa being the cute her, memang pantang tengok bende2 comel.

She bought the Minnie mouse ballon for her and the Mickey for me!

Comel gila kitowang jalan2 kat situ pegang balloon! :)

Now ballon tuh dah kempis. But i still keep it at my room.

Gantung kat notice board at my room.

Thanks Eqa! I love her and love the balloon so much!

The most best random-on-the-spot present that i'd ever received!

So, that is my cool stuff! Kowang pulak?

Ohh yeahh, I wanna tag

Ieka and sofea!

Thank you again dear Yonna for tagging me. :)

Wedding! Congratz sis!

2011-08-07T04:09:00.001+08:00

Okayh! Sorry for being silence for a while. *i think i kept saying sorry-for-the-long-silence at every posts!*
LOL yeah. I did not update much nowadays.
I am so busy with college. And when I had the free time, I have no mood to update my blog.
But i am so in the mood to punch my keyboard now! *tap tap*
Since I am in my semester holiday! Yeayy!

Okayh! To begin with, i don't even know what to begin with. *erksss!*
Okay okay. The tittle itself is wedding so yeahh lets talk about wedding! Excited?
My elder sister is married as you all know.
So there have been three ceremonies, The 'akad nikah', the reception and the 'majlis menyambut menantu'
I've been busy preparing for all the ceremonies.
Alhamdulillah, it all went well!
I am glad to be the bride's maid for my beloved elder sister!

AKAD NIKAH

The ceremony of 'Akad nikah' were held at Ampang's house on 28th May 2011.

Alhamdulillah, dengan hanya satu lafaz, Kaklong telah menjadi isteri yang sah kepada Abg Din. (Now Abg Long)

Congratulations! :) I was really happy at that time.

Happy tears felt like coming actually! My elder sister are married! :)

Here are some of the pictures :

The bracelet. :)

Aww! You are now husband and wife!♥

Kiss the bride. :)

The love birds with their 'hantaran'! :)

Before the ceremony. Love you Kaklong!

The three angels of mine that have been a great help! Thank you girls! I love you all so much!

Eza : Elly : Ain

The fresh flowers that i took from the guests' tables! :DD

RECEPTION

The reception was held on the next day that is in the 29th of May.

It was held at Bora Ombak, Ampang.

I was the bride's maid and I was quite nervous at first!

But it all turned out well and suddenly i felt like wanting the ceremony to be held again and again!

It was a blast ceremony!

We had Ustaz Afad (Raihan's group member) for the Emcee. He performed many songs too!

My mother's PHD student, Muhammad also perform with his Arabic song. He had a great voice! :)

Then there was the 'Pertunjukan Silat' and 'Pertunjukan kompang'.

Ahh wish could share with you readers the video.

It was a blast ceremony and Alhamdulillah for it all went well!

Thank you to all that have been contribute! Thank you so much!

Here are some of the pictures:

Some of our family members.

The pengapit tumpang gembira ke tuh? :)

My darlingss!

People thought I was crying a happy tears at this time. LOL.

Usherer terhebat!

Uncle Muhammad.

Ustaf Afad and friends singing beautiful songs!

This picture is so so CUTE!

Swan-like! Lovely!

Yummy!

Persembahan Silat.

Wowww

The usherers who did a very great job! Thank you cousins and friends!

Me cam-whore! <3

MAJLIS MENYAMBUT MENANTU

Abg long (Kaklong's husband) is from Alot Setar, Kedah.

'Majlis menyambut menantu' was held there.

I was so excited since it was my 1st time arriving at Kedah.

It was my 1st time seeing the 'sawah bendang'.

Everything is so natural and pretty!

I never been to a village! As i reached Kedah, I was so so excited!

How pretty the scenery was! Okay enough about the scenery.

But yeahh cant blame me. I am too excited! :DD

So on 8th June, we arrived at Alor Setar. That night, some of us stayed up late for some final preparation.

I even got the time to 'draw' pictures on my hand with the 'inai'. LOL.

The 'Majlis menyambut menantu' was held the next day.

There were two couples in this ceremony because Abg Long's brother were recently married too.

So, pictures:

Congratulation Kaklong and Abg Long!

I had a great fun helping with all those ceremonies.

To my friends Ain, Ayie, Lelly and Eza, thank you so so much!

You girls had been a great help!

My Kaklong now is someone's wife now.

I know you are capable in handling your new family. :)

Just like how you are capable of being the eldest sister, you will be a great wife too!

One day, a great mother Insya-Allah!

and I will be a great auntie! Hehe.

Thank you for all the memories we had when we were younger!

We really had a great days when we were younger kan?

Remember? We share almost everything!

Don't forget all the things we did when we were younger!

It was all so so sweet!

All the hangouts, outings, chattings, and many more!

You are a great sister that I ever have!

I love you Kaklong!

Now you are a wife, congratulation! I love you!

Congratulation Kaklong and Abg Long!

May your life filled with lotsa <3

and blessed all along!

I <3 you!

Abg Jai & Kak Rina

2011-06-16T01:52:00.000+08:00

My dear cousin Abang Jai is happily married with his pretty wife, Kak Rina.

CONGRATULATION!

I did come for the 'bersanding' ceremony but I didn't manage to come for the 'akad nikah' and reception.

Thousands apology because can't really find my time due ro Kak Nurza's wedding preparation.

Congratulation for your wedding!

Really happy for both of you!

Can't wait for Jr. Jai and Jr.Rina! :)

May Allah always bless both of you and may your life is happy always and ahead.

A sneak peek at the 'bersanding' ceremony.

Xoxo, Eda Pinka♥

Lotsa updates and a NOTE for the followers

2011-06-16T01:32:00.000+08:00

Hello lovelies!
It have bee a while! I miss writing! I miss all of you too! :)

The answers on where have I been for not updating for some times?
As you all know, my elder sister already married,
I've been busy preparing for the wedding.
The semester holiday is filled with wedding preparation.
I will update about the wedding soon! :)

Now, i am on my new semester.
I will be busy with college.
But I will try my best to update my blog yeahhh.

So far, that's the only updates. LOL.
I will write about the wedding in later posts!
Love you all!

P/S: For my dear follower, thank you so much for following me. I wanted to follow back. But for some of you, I can't find your blog link anywhere at your profile. Do drop your link in any of the comment box yeahh. Sprinkling love to all of you! ♥

Xoxo, Eda Pinka♥

I join bloglist cik Kacak

2011-06-16T01:03:00.000+08:00

Thank to my lil sis Rara Faramyza for tagging me.

Sorry for a long time of not updating.

The contest of Cik Kacak already ended but still I wanna update this post as a sign of thank you to my pretty sis, Rara Faramyza! :)

Thank you prettie!

Love you mucho mucho!

Curious about what is this contest about?Click here, though the contest already ended.
Xoxo, Eda Pinka♥

New Addiction - The Pierces

2011-05-18T06:29:00.000+08:00

The Pierces

Have you heard of them? They are awesome!

I discovered them when I was searching for Gossip Girl's soundtrack.

Their songs on Gossip Girl so far that I can find is 'Secret' and 'Three Wishes'.

I totally enjoy hearing the two songs.

Then , I search for their other songs.

And I was like, damn, this two girls are good!

Seriously I am so ADDICTED with their songs.

Their songs kind of crept into my soul!

Try and listen to their songs!

I am ADDICTED!

Another of my favorite from them is a song called 'Boring'.

Maybe not all of you like their kind of songs.

But I really love this kind of song!

Their songs make me feels like, i don't know..flying?

I don't know how to describe it.

I love it!

They made it to number one in my current obsession list! ♥

Xoxo, Eda Pinka♥

My Lesbo Eqa's 19th Birthday

2011-05-15T04:44:00.000+08:00

On 2oth April 2011,

my lovely lesbo, Eqa Lecha has turned 19!

Last year, we didn't have a big party for Eqa.

But this year, Eqa had a big birthday party!

The birthday countdown was at a karaoke place somewhere in Kajang.

The real birthday celebration was at A Famosa Resort, Malacca.

For the last year's birthday celebration, click these link:

http://edapinka89.blogspot.com/2010/04/happy-18th-birthday-my-lesboo.html

http://edapinka89.blogspot.com/2010/05/eqas-18th-birthday-celebration.html

So, on 20th April, we had a countdown at a karaoke place at Kajang,

I told Eqa that I couldn't come.

But at last, i turned up at the party.

SURPRISE! Ohh Happy Birthday syggg!

It was a great night. I then slept over at Eqa's house and we had a long chat together.

Pictures time!

Then, on 7th May, Eqa had a birthday party at A Famosa resort.

It was my 1st time driving my baby for a long distance ride.

I went there with Saffy and Lin.

Aww! You girls went to Deadmau5! Damn jealous!

They said it was fun at Deadmau5's event. Aww!

After picking up Saffy and Lin, we straightaway went to Malacca.

I drove all the way there and Saffy drove all the way back home.

Thanks Saffy for being the co-driver. Love you!

I had to leave early from the party because I had some matter to be settled.

Sorry Eqa syg! I wish I could stay with you longer at the party.

Thank you so much for treating us like a VIP sweetie!

We really had fun! Thanks again for treating us like a VVIP!

Love you so much darling Eqa!

Me & Eqa.

Me, Eqa & Saffy.

Lin, Eqa, Saffy and Me.

Happy 19th Birthday,

to my dearest lesbo,

We have been friends for a long time,

I really love you so much,

You are one in a million,

I really really love you lesbo!

I love you Eqa Lecha♥

Xoxo, Eda Pinka♥

I should have say NO!

2011-04-24T08:00:00.000+08:00

I made a big mistake early this year. Everybody made mistake and everybody regrets it. I regret it.

I took my mistake as a lesson to learnt. Sometimes, my heart is just pretty good at fooling myself. I fell for it and serve me right. People that I've hurt, I'm truly sorry. I didn't even meant to hurt you. Seriously. I took this as a lesson that I must be careful at later times.

Why did I do that mistake? Because I am actually confused with myself and my life.

Standing in front of me as if ready to give me a bath full of love, oh f*ck that.

I should have known. But, never mind, at least, from this mistake, I've learnt.

Some of you might be wondering what the hell am i writing about,

Well, nothing much. Just a confession of a silly girl.

Months of thinking, I came to a thought that, what had happened was actually to make me open my eyes wide when dealing with people in this world.

I am easily drawn to whatever.

Since this happened, i am very cautious now in dealing with people in this world.

I am in, what i might personally called, self-healing process.

I must know how to deal with this world.

If not, i will be doing the same mistake again and by doing that mistake, i didn't realize that I've hurt someone.

I really hope that those that I've hurt will eventually be better and find a better life.

I am really sorry. Seriously, deep in my heart, i never meant to hurt you.

It hurts me if you are hurt. I know you were hurt before and now i hope you are healing.

From now on, im trying to learn how to deal with people, especially guys.

It is hard for me to trust anyone now. Yeah, anyone!

To gain my trust, need a lot of efforts.

Seriously, i am now very cautious.

Thats explained why i remain silence all these months.

A note to the one that I've hurt so badly.

Your wound may heal, but I know the scar will remain.

Deeply sorry. :(

If you don't want forgive me, i understand.

But, even the beautiful rose has it thorn.

Same goes to the girls.

Even the good girl sometimes has the tendency to hurt you but not by her means.

This is a part of world.

People made mistakes and they learnt from it.

Till further updates readers!

Xoxo, Eda Pinka♥

Picture Contest

2011-03-31T17:42:00.000+08:00

Hey hey all!

I've been tagged.

And the person who tagged me is my darling Efa.

http://tcherafifah.blogspot.com/2011/03/contest-gambar-saya-cantik.html

It is called Contest Gambar Saya Cantik.

I don't really know the rules whether must put the non-edited and edited picture or just put any picture of you that you think is pretty.

So, i decided to do just like what Efa did.

The non-edited and edited! :)

So here goes.

Not edited

Edited

Thanks Efa for tagging me!

So another 5 that i want to tag is,

Lis Sis Fieza - http://ladyhappyx.blogspot.com/

Iera -http://ieralicious.blogspot.com/

Ieka- http://iekaieko.blogspot.com/

Lil Sis Faramyza - http://rarafaramyza.blogspot.com/

Dya - http://dyaya92.blogspot.com/

Till further updates!

Xoxo, Eda Pinka♥

Happy Engagement Day

2011-03-16T17:42:00.000+08:00

12th March 2010, my lovely big sister, Sis Nurza (Kaklong) are engaged to a lovely man Abg Din. :)

Congratulation Kaklong and Abg Din.

The ceremony was a simple small yet was a blast!

It was held at Ampang's house.

The theme is pink. Aww! I like! :)

Thanks to my two girls, Eza and Ain for being such a great help.

Eza, your make up for Kaklong is so beautiful.

All of us love it an appreciate it.

Ain, thanks for helping here and there.

Ohh you girls, thank you so much!

Thanks for those who came.

Thanks for those who had been a great help through out the ceremony.

Thanks to all!

Aww! My sister now is someone's fiancée now.

Im happy for you sis!

I will be missing all the time we had in our teenage years.

Soon, you got a family to be taken care of.

Pray for you the best sis. :)

So yeah readers,

Here are some sneak peak of the pictures on that day.

The gents berunding.

The ladies stay inside the room.

The pretty Kaklong. Thanks Eza for the make-up.

Sisters and cousin.

Hantaran from the gents.

Cake from gents.

Cake from ladies.

The cousins.

Makan makan.

Abg Din and Kaklong.

My lovelies. :)

Kaklong darling. :)

My two girls that have been a great help. Thank you so so much!

Till next update!

Xoxo, Eda Pinka♥

Cheers!

2011-03-08T04:39:00.000+08:00

Hello readers!

Sorry! It have been ages since i last update.

As you all know from the previous post, i was facing hard times with the broke up.

That's the reason why i didnt update my blog.

I was trying to find my life back.

Trying to move on.

Now, i am moving on.

Oh yeahhh,

thanks to Debbie and Tunkudara who commented on my previous post.

I am okay already. Thanks yeahhh.

Their words, make me feel like love is hanging everywhere!

http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=4374966362624792148&postID=6780581050811732967&page=1&token=1299531274971&isPopup=true

Thanks to all my friends who supported me all this while.

It had been a hard times for me to face.

But yeahhh, i did it!

All those times of forgetting him is painful.

But now, im okay already.

I kept myself busy all these whiles to forget him.

That help a lil bit.

And what I saw with my own eyes also help me to forget him.

He is a great guy.

Maybe he were in the wrong path like me when he met me.

We had a lot of sweet memories together.

Not a single bitter memories when we are in the relationship.

We are never meant to be lover i guess.

So yeah, lets not talk about this.

So readers, how are your days going?

My days were filled with assignments!

Yeahhh student's life.

Busy here busy there busy everywhere.

There are a lot to be shared with all of you my loyal readers,

I will tell bit by bit.

As you all know, i like to tell my stories in a twisted kind of ways.

So, i will update soon.

What I want to tell you now is that,

I am already okay!

I already get over him.

So cheers for that!

Till then you pretty people!

Xoxo, Eda Pinka♥

Thousand tears

2011-02-15T08:29:00.000+08:00

Its 8.30 am. I just woke up.

I woke up because I dream something.

Something that makes cry so so much.

I am crying right now. Ya Allah, perit sangat aku rase skang nih.

Tuhan je tahu.

Serius sangat sangat aku ingat mimpi tuh realiti sampai aku terjaga dan terus tulis post nih. :(

The dream goes on like this.

In that dream I was so sad because I just broke up.

Suddenly I saw him somewhere.

The place is kind of pretty.

Seriously it is so pretty.

Then I saw him and we hangout for a while until suddenly I broke down into tears and I ask him.

The conversation go on like this.

Me : You. After we broke up, I was hoping for you to come back. Tapi i rase you tekad dengan keputusan you.

(At this moment, i cannot take it and I cried so so much! Tears were falling from my cheek like a river flow!)

Me: Sekarang nih you kena bagi tahu i, you betol2 dah lupekan i ke? You memang tekad ke nak putus? You wont be coming back right? You memang dah lupekan i kan?

(At this moment, memang tahap tak boleh cakap langsung sebab sebak sangat but i keep on talking while crying those painful tears!)

Me : I asked you this because I've been waiting for you to come back. But its too painful of waiting. Seksa sangat tunggu. If you tekad nak putus and memang you tak nak i dah, you must tell me now because I want to force myself to forget you! Sekarang nih i sangat confuse you! Please, if you want me to go and memang you wont be coming back, please tell me so that I can try to forget you.

(At this moment, Tuhan je tahu betapa sakitnye aku. Air mata tak berhenti mengalir.)

(Then he said while taking both of my hand and he hold it strongly.)

Him ; Ya Allah you. Nape cakap mcm nih. Jangan putus, jangan putus.........( He keep on saying 'jangan putus' until I cried so so much and then we hug!)

He keep on repeating 'jangan putus' for so many times until suddenly i woke up!

Aku terjaga terus!

Then aku terus menangis sebab rase perit sangat!

Sebak sangat sekarang nih.

Damn I am crying like hell now. :'(

Menggelatar aku type post nih.

Ya Allah, aku dah tak tahan lagi.

I hope this pain will go away!

I CANNOT TAKE THIS ANYMORE!

ITS TOO PAINFUL!

This is not a game

2011-02-12T13:53:00.000+08:00

Hey people!

Aww! Long time i havent update.

Well not that long actually.

Im not in the mood to update anything.

Im trying to make myself happy and worth living though its hard.

Im trying to really just walk on the liberty walk. LOL. (Yeah Miley's)

So far, i can manage a smile.

Im trying my best to really get through this heart break thingy.

Well, its not a a game. That's why its so hard to actually breath.

Here's something that I want to emphasize.

When I said that I want something, seriously i might be joking.

Not might, I am perfectly joking.

Just to put a lil bit colors in the conversation.

I am as simple as you can ever imagine.

Knowing me is simple.

You act nice, and I will be nice to you.

You act sh*t, still I will be nice to you.

Im the person that live as simple as possible.

That is how i play my card.

Im not even playing with it, right?

When coming to relationship, I am serious.

Not that serious like grumpy or etc.

I mean, i take it seriously.

Because for me, love is not a game.

When it comes to heart and feelings,

its a sensitive case and dont you ever play with it as if it is a game.

I will try my best no to hurt my partner's feeling.

But like they said, every rose has it thorn. (Again, Miley's)

Now the question is, should I stay or should I move on?

That is something that i cant decide.

I know i should decide, but I just cant

because there's still a spark.

Im rambling, i know.

Well, i just hope that i can find the answer soon.

Love you readers!

Xoxo, Eda Pinka♥

Our story

2011-02-02T04:14:00.000+08:00

Hey readers. Sorry for not updating for so so long.

I've been through a hard times lately.

Its 4 am in the morning now.

I just can't sleep at all.

Remember the previous posts where i mention about him?

Well, it didnt work out well.

I dont know where did it go wrong.

Maybe we are never meant to be lovers.

That's why i've been down lately.

There are a lots of memories with him even our relationship didnt last long.

Too many sweet memories.

As you all read the previous posts,

you all already know how many memories i had.

Ohh I wish i could erase it all away.

How I wish i could erase it all now. :'(

I've been crying more than a week now.

I just dont know how to stop these tears from falling.

I've been good. Tried my best to take care of the story.

But then the story come to an end. :'(

It kills me. I listened to Jar of Hearts by Christinna Perri so so many times.

I cried everytime i woke up.

Until my eyes get all red and swollen..

Im glad that i have such friends that are here with me when im down.

Ohh without you all my friends, i dont think i can ever survive.

So today is 2nd February.

Tomorrow will be my birthday.

I just don't know what to do.

Because he promised me something.

But now, its all over.

I will be alone on the special day.

My birthday wish is for my life to get better.

I will be spending my time alone perhaps.

I just wish that these tears will stop falling.

I just wish that i find myself back.

I just wish that somebody will realize their mistake.

I just wish somebody realize that i've gave enough love and care.

I just wish somebody will mend this broken heart.

I just wish somebody could really feel how I feel.

I just wish somebody to understands.

I just wish somebody to realize and open the eyes.

I just wish that things will get better soon. Please!

Xoxo, Eda Pinka♥

Ramble

2011-01-14T20:20:00.000+08:00

Hey her journey. I just feel like rambling i dun know why.

So here i am writing probably nothing.

This semester will be hard for me since im taking the major subjects.

So i need to work hard.

Im rambling about college?

Yeahhhh I am and there are a lot more things that i want to write.

There are so much things running in my mind.

I kept thinking and thinking.

Sometimes i feel like i need someone to be 24/7 with me.

But im a big girl and i must learn how to settle things by myself.

That is what im trying to do right now.

Writing is one of my ways on to release my tension a lil bit.

When i write, especially when i write non-stop like this, it feels like i already dump my problems somewhere else.

So there will be no pressure anymore.

To be honest, i dun even know what am i thinking rite now.

But it seems to be a traffic in my mind.

My mind is crowded with thoughts that i dun even know what.

But most of my thoughts are about something personal.

How i wish that this year, all the problems will settle.

Talking about blood tie.

It is so personal. I just dun know who to share with because it is so personal.

I really wish that things will get better soon.

Because what i am doing all these while is running from the thoughts.

Whenever the thought slipped in my mind, i will brush it away because i dun want to feel down and pressure.

And now, i cant brush it anymore because it have been too long and too many of it.

Of course when i hangout with my friends i will forget about it.

But certain times, the thought occur again in my mind.

I know many of you wont understand what im talking about.

You dont need to understand.

Like i said earlier, im just rambling to release my stress.

Okayh i think im done rambling!

I feel much better now!

Ohh yeahhh, another thing, I miss him!

Had a great night with him!

Well readers,

Will update soon!

Xoxo, Eda Pinka♥

Happy New Year 2011

2011-01-12T17:58:00.000+08:00

Sorry readers for the late wish! LOL!

Been busy with, well nothing actually.

Okay okay, been busy with friends and loved ones. Aww!

How was your new year celebration?

Mine was terrific!

I spend 3 days and 2 nights at Port Dickson when 2011 approach.

It was a blast vacation ever.

I am so excited and it was so fun.

Thanks to all the friends for making the vacation to be so thrill.

Thanks to the ladies for being so cool!

Thanks to him, for making me happy!

We went to Malacca too and hangout there.

It was terrific!

New Year 2011 at Port Dickson will be the vacation that I wont forget.

The door opened here.

The one that opened the door have found the right key to open it.

Just like that, the founder found the key.

I hid it somewhere hard for anyone to find but the founder manage to found it.

That is like a miracle!

Keep the key and my heart in a safe place okay?

Here are some of the pictures of us at Port Dickson:

On the second day of the vacation, we went to Malacca.

This is me playing the sand at Malacca.

Just arrive.

The chicken.

The sunset.

Darling Mia.

The view.

Malacca.

Us.

Woot woot!

Fabulous.

So readers,

Happy New Year 2011!

Xoxo, Eda Pinka♥

You

2011-01-05T06:58:00.000+08:00

It have been two years since my heart is tightly closed.

In that two years, I've tried to open my heart to several guys, but I just can't!

Even how hard I try to accept them as a part of my life, I just can't.

My heart is tightly closed and it is so hard for it to open.

Even Edward Cullen can't open it.

Then, came another guy into my life.

Like a magic, I am feeling something.

I don't know why but he seems different.

He manage to open my heart little by little.

I really can't believe it and I ask myself why him?

In just a short while, he open my heart, just like a magic.

David Blaine can't even do this powerful magic.

I kept asking why and how he manage to do that?

How I fall so fast into his heart?

How fast he stole my heart?

How did he do that?

How how how how how??

All I know is, happiness surround me when I am with him.

I feel different! I feel powerful.

As if I am the most powerful girl in the world.

I feel appreciated, I feel magic and I feel all kind of things!

The feeling is something that is hard to describe because it feels so special.

It is too early to describe about us.

But I really hope that he will take care of my heart as I will take care of his.

Just a little bit more power, care and love, then my heart will fully open.

I know you got the power to open it.

The power is in your hand and im waiting for you to open it.

Much love,

Eda Pinka♥

Freedom && Broga Hill

2010-12-26T10:39:00.000+08:00

Hey there my lovely lovely readers!

How are you all been doing?

I am doing fine.

But there are so much story to tell that I dont know which story to start with.

Lets start about what I had been doing lately.

As you all know, i am on my semester holiday.

It have been a long time since i last update because I have been busy with my final examination.

So now, I am free to write. :)

I didnt got to much place for my holiday.

Just simple simple hangout like movies, bowling, karaoke etc.

I went to Freedom 360 after a long time of not going to parties and events.

It have been a long time since I last attended parties and events.

I went to Freedom because my cousin gave me free passes. :DD

It was such a blast night since I got to meet some of my besties after of a long time of not meeting them. Aww! I miss you all girlfriends!

Then, at the same night itself, approaching morning actually, I went to Broga Hill.

Heard of it? It was my first time going there.

Im the only one that wore messy-ly as if i just woke up from bed. LOL!

Because I didnt bring any proper attire to went up to Broga Hill.

Surely you readers will think how crazy I am to straightaway went to Broga Hill after a night out of having fun. LOL!

But it was fun though even though everyone look tired. :DD

Climbing the Broga Hill were very challenging especially when I only wore slipper!

Everyone was wearing shoes while I wore the slipper.

But it was fun! Seriously! We saw the sun and the view and it was beautiful!

I only made it to the first peak out of three peaks. LOL. :DD

We went back almost at noon.

Yeah you bet, all of us were so so tired.

But overall, it was such a magnificent day!

Happy reaching the first peak!

Okay. Im not ready yet.

See the view. It was beautiful!

The other pictures can be found in my facebook yeah people.

Until the next post readers!

Xoxo, Eda Pinka♥

To those who followed my blog

2010-12-26T10:29:00.000+08:00

Hey there readers!

Sorry for the long time of not updating.

You must be wondering where have I been.

I am here. Just that I am not in the mood to write.

Will tell the update in the next post.

Ohh yeah. For those who followed my blog,

and i never follow you back,

this is because I cannot find your link.

Do comment your link on any post in my blog okay?

I will sure follow you back. :)

Thanks for following Her Journey!

Xoxo, Eda Pinka♥

You hugged me and I miss that touch of yours

2010-11-24T13:21:00.001+08:00

I was sick, Very sick. I fainted a lot.

I cried a lot. I wanted you to be here.

But you were never here.

Even though I am sick, I still can live my life like usual.

Going to college, hanging out and still can have fun.

So cheers for that.

One particular day, I feel so sick.

I felt like dying and as if it will be the end.

I don't want to leave this place without seeing him for one last time.

So I went to college and search for him.

He was not at college.

I really am dying but where is he??

I walked all around the college.

Until, I saw him, the one I used to love so much!

The one that I gave all my heart.

The one that used to make me smile.

The one that I miss so so much,

It have been a long time since I saw him.

We are at the same college but we rarely meet after we broke up.

I saw him but I don't have the guts to talk to him.

But i really really wanted to say goodbye and see his face for the last time. :'(

TO BE CONTINUED....................................................

So i made myself brave and walked towards him.

He don't have the curly hair like before when i first saw him at college.

He is, bald? But he is still him.

I asked, "hey!"

he then said, "oh hey you!"

I said, "can I talk with you for a second?"

I am so relief to see his face and I am ready to go now.

Then as we walked, I suddenly cant take it anymore and I fall down.

I barely sees him. Is this the time Im about to go?

he said, "Eda, what's wrong?"

I said, "nothing, I just want you to know that I miss you and I still love you!"

he then hug me! The touch that I miss so much!

He hug me and we both cried until the walls of our college tumbling down.

But we still hug each other.

We wont let go, I wont let go.

I am ready to leave because I've told him what I wanted him to know.

I cried so hard that I think It kills me!

I never cried that hard before.

feeling his touch is something magnificent!

Okayh world, I am ready to go.

TO BE CONTINUED.............................................

And then suddenly I heard,

"Eda.......Eda........"

Someone is touching my arms and calling my name.

I opened my eyes and I saw Ayie and Zue.

I am in my own bedroom.

I was like, OMG im dreaming just now!

I am all well actually. All of it was just a dream.

But the dream seems so real.

I can still feel the feeling being in the dream.

It doesn't seem like a dream at all!

The pain that I felt in the dream feels so painful.

I can literally feels it now.

I remember the pain.

But the best of all, I remember the feeling when he hug me in the dream!

I remember the feeling of how my tears wont stop falling.

But seriously, the dream seems so so real!

I still can feel it being there now.

I still can feel his hug now.

Why do I dream all of these?

I dont know.

I told myself that i dont miss him.

But maybe im lying to myself.

Deep inside me, maybe I still miss him.

Or maybe I know that final exam is approaching.

And this means that, next semester he wont be here.

He has finished his studies.

No more seeing him at college.

No more stalking him from far.

No more running away from him when I sees him coming.

No more scared feeling to eat at Atiqah Cafe.

No more getting myself ready to bump into him whenever I went to college.

No more of all these feelings that i will miss so much!

Maybe because of this that I suddenly dream about him.

I know, this is crazy.

i am trying my best to live my life to the fullest.

I am trying my best I tell you.

Yeahh currently trying my best.

I should stop typing now.

I cant maintain my composure.

Take care people!

Xoxo, Eda Pinka♥

Current Obsession ; The Pretty Reckless

2010-11-19T17:09:00.000+08:00

Recognize her?

For the Gossip Girl's freak like me out there sure will straightaway know her.

The sweet Jenny Humphrey or her real name, Taylor Momsen.

I found out that she is in a rock band called "The Pretty Reckless".

I found this a long time ago when Kick-Ass were on air.

I have no time to post about this since I am so busy with assignments.

So, back to the story.

After I watch Kick Ass, I wanted to see the song track's list of the movie.

This is when I found out about The Pretty Reckless.

Their song in Kick Ass is called 'Make Me Wanna Die'.

Straightaway, i fall in love with the song.

Taylor Momsen has such a great voice!

I heart each and every single of their songs!

So, this is the band.

I edit the pic of mine just for fun. :)

Many of my friends don't know about this awesome band.

So i told them about this and they were like OMG!

So readers, if you never heard of this band,

go and google search now or type it on YouTube and enjoy their rocking songs!

I love it and surely you will too!

Xoxo, Eda Pinka♥

The new girl's band : The Loud & Proud

2010-11-19T11:55:00.000+08:00

Hey there readers!

I am in a band! Woot woot!

LOL! I m just kidding!

This is just a fictional band that we created for our assignment. :D

I enjoyed doing this assignment.

We had to create a poster.

The picture above is how our poster looks like.

Thanks to my darling Ain and Maro for willingly to be the model of the band.

We had a very great time shooting the pictures.

Our place of shoot is quite rare.

Puncak Alam and Kayangan Heights. :D

After all, it was a really great moment.

The best part is when we actually lie down on the road and then there is this one car passed by and watch us weirdly. :D

This is our fictional album. The album is called, Sweet Sacrifice. :D

The fun part is that we got to create any names for the band and album and the band memebrs itself.

We come out with a lot of crazy names.

At last, it was decided that we put "Loud & Proud" as the band's name and Sweet Sacrifice as the album's name.

The band members are, Hannah the singer/guitarist(me), Sarah the bassist(Ain) and Erica the drummer(Maro).

P/S: THIS IS JUST A FICTIONAL BAND, NOT A REAL BAND.

LOL! Till next time my lovely lovable readers.

Xoxo, Eda Pinka♥

Teenage girl

2010-11-10T09:40:00.000+08:00

Yeahhh readers! I want to be a teenage girl back.

We don't have to think about anything much.

Everyday is always having fun and playing.

I am talking about the school years.

Awwwww! How I miss playing around and worrying about nothing!

This morning, I woke up and straightaway listen on to Michelle Branch's song from her album, Hotel Paper.

I remember 'Hotel Paper' is the second music's cassette that i bought when I was in school years. :D

The first one is Avril Lavigne's Let Go album.

Cassete?? Yeahhh people. At those days, cassette is so popular! :D

Aww miss the old old days!

So, as i was listening to all Michelle's songs, I felt like I am back to the days when i was a teenage girl.

Have you experience being transferred to certain moment when you hear certain songs because that particular songs in some ways are the songs that you used to hear in the old days?

If you hear the songs back, you will fell like you have been transported to the past?

Have you ever experienced that?

You can feel a sensation in your soul as if you are there in the past.

Oh that few minutes of feeling, it is so 'un-describedable!"

When I was a teenage girl, i dont talk much.

I am as innocent as anything that is innocent. (sorry, im not good in idioms. LOL.)

I used to hear to musics. I live with musics.

From there, I kept singing along until i memorized the lyrics.

Lyrics. oh. It have a meaningful meaning behind it.

Many of my favorite songs is not because of the tune.

It is because of the lyrics.

Well, some of it are because of the tune and beat because songs nowadays are only about tune and beat.

I noticed song nowadays, have a straightforward lyrics.

Okayh people.

Will update more soon because currently I am busy with assignments.

Xoxo, Eda Pinka♥

The traffic in my mind

2010-11-01T01:33:00.000+08:00

I don't know how to express this.

I write because i want to feel relieve.

So here i am writing randomly.

Probably writing anything.

But the main thing that currently playing in my mind is, well, i can't tell.

Maybe if you read all the way down, you will get a lil picture of what am i talking about.

I don't want to straightaway point out this matter to the world.

So, only the people that are close to me will understand a lil bit what am i trying to say in this post.

I actually went out with him.

I am not expecting something from him.

Im not pointing out or trying to prove anything here okay?

It is just that, i am confused.

Lets put it this way.

Because silent will follow us after the outing.

I mean, not that we dont talk while we are going out.

What im trying to say is, after we went back from the outing, then hola, that's it.

No more contacting each other.

Then suddenly a couple of weeks later, we contact each other back and went out again.

Then after that, silent creeps again.

Not contacting again.

So i am confused here.

I manage to get over him.

It have been 1 year already.

So totally, im so over him.

But when this outing-then-silent-approach thingy happen, i am confused.

What are we trying to deal with here?

Are both of us shy?

Or did i gave him a creep while we are hanging out?

Or did i just think too much?

So far, i will assume that i think too much.

Yeahh. You cant understand what am i writing about.

I like to write so that i dont think much about it.

So, thanks for reading anyway.

Xoxo, Eda Pinka♥

We want Paramore!

2010-10-29T16:58:00.000+08:00

PARAMORE LIVE IN MALAYSIA 2010

Sorry for the late update about this!

I bet a lot of you went to the concert!

It was a concert that shouldn't be missed!

I actually skipped my class because of Paramore!

I was so excited!

Too bad a lot of my besties are not a Paramore freak like i do.

I went there and met my pet sister.

My other friends were scattered everywhere in the stadium.

I dont get the chance to meet them.

Everyone were screaming, "We want Paramore!" so many times!

The moment Hayley and the team arrived at the stadium,

The fans roared and screamed loudly!

Scream scream scream!

I think i nearly chocked because of screaming my voice out.

The concert is so all out!

I was jumping, and singing-along and screaming and banging and all!

I just can't tell you the feeling being there.

Go to youtube and see for yourself. :D

Ohh. An experience that should never be forgotten.

Pictures time!

Queuing!

My darling lovely Sis Zulia!

Queuing but still stuck outside.

Thanks HOT Magazine for snapping this pic. :)

It was a blast okay.

At home, looking tired but still smiling. :)

I intentionally wore the butterfly t-shirt beacuse its the logo for Paramore's Brand New Eyes album.

Xoxo, Eda Pinka♥

I miss being a Uniselian

2010-10-26T18:26:00.000+08:00

Hey lovely people! Guess what?

I went to Unisel to meet my lovelies!

I wanted to write but I just dont have time to write about it.

But now, i steal a little of my time to spare with my blog here.

OMG OMG i went to Unisel?

Yeah that Unisel that is so so far away, somewhere in Kuala Selangor.

Like seriously I went there alone to see my friends there.

I have class in the evening but still i went to Unisel to see all of my darlings there.

And there they were. Pretty chicks like before.

Ohhh girls! I miss you like so so much.

I didnt manage to see all of those preeties.

Only some of them i got to meet.

Because i had to rush to go to class.

I miss each and everyone of you.

Not only the babes. The dudes too okay. :D

Touring inside Unisel made me like want to scream!

I miss the moment living and studying there!

Ohh. My teenagers' years at Unisel is a blast.

Now i am not even a teenager anymore.

Haihhhh. But nvm, being an adult is fun in a different way though. Right?

Btw, here is the link where i wrote a lil story about my life in Unisel.

http://edapinka89.blogspot.com/2009/08/its-that-time-again.html

Like usual. The pictures i took with my pretties.

The excited face!

My two darlings, My cute Ain & Eza.

Aww. The cute Elly & Eza!

My lovely lovely Ayie darling!

My cute darling Baybie Tasha.

My sweet Nurul.

The others, I miss all of you people too!

Xoxo, Eda Pinka♥

Country-like afternoon

2010-10-14T13:33:00.000+08:00

Oh the scene, pretty right?

Yesterday, i went to many places to settle some things. The places is around Petaling Jaya. But it is the places where I had never been. I was driving into a driveway that looks so country-like. The leaves are falling massively on the road. And and that time, the radio is playing Sixpence None The Richer - Kiss Me song.

So, can u imagine that? The feeling, the scene of country-like.

I was like awwww, so pretty! Too bad i didnt vlog that.

And all along the way, i listened to Taylor Swift's song.

How country-ish i felt with that kind of environment surrounding me all along the way.

Falling leaves and soothing song is something that i call, awww what a moment!

Xoxo, Eda Pinka♥

Legend of The Guardians and Jangan Pandang Belakang Congkak 2

2010-10-14T13:26:00.001+08:00

'Legend of The Guardians'. Watched it in 3D. It was an awesome movie for me. I get quite emotional at some parts. awww♥ i know i know, it is just a movie. But it is a great movie for me. Love love. :)

'Jangan Pandang Belakang Congkak 2'. Okayh. Six words. Nora Danish is so damn CUTE! The movie gave me a LOL. Again, Nora Danish is so so so so CUTE! Heart her!♥

P/S : I keep it short because idk what to write. Till later update.

Xoxo, Eda Pinka♥

The besties, missing you already!

2010-10-07T04:04:00.000+08:00

Hey there readers.

Sorry for not updating for a long time.

I am busy with assignments.

Now i had the time to write since i had finished some of my assignments.

&& now, i feel like i miss my besties so so much!

Who are they? See their pictures at the right side corner of this blog. Girls, miss you!

They are the only one that i can share my problems to.

Some of them i have known for years and i love them so much.

But, we rarely met just because each and everyone of us are busy with own commitments.

How i wish you girls are here with me!

I really really miss hanging out with you girls like before.

As you all know, i wont talk with people much.

I am the kind of person that go to class and went back home straightaway.

Then at home, i must finished my assignments.

So, there is like no time to hangout with you girls.

Except for Anong of course because we are in the same college. :D

Eqa, Iera, Ain, Mia, Yana, Intan, Ayie && the others I miss you so much!

Years of friendship with you girls filled with lots of memories!

I really miss those memories!

Hope can meet all you girls soon!

I love you girls so so much!

P/S : Thank you to my neighborhood friends(Sunwaynians), especially Ewan for hanging out with me everyday when I am bored and when I miss my girls.

Xoxo, Eda Pinka♥

Piranha, Resident Evil Aftterlife, Devil, Grown Ups & Going the Distance

2010-09-25T20:10:00.000+08:00

Sorry for not updating for like so long.

Ohh Her Journey, miss you so much bloggy!

So, life is like normal.

Classes started.

& if im bored, I will hangout.

If not, I will just stay at home.

So the movies Marathon.

Well not in one day of course.

The marathon of like, in 1 month?

Okay, it is not Marathon then. LOL.

I will write the review only briefly since i will write it only in 1 post.

Piranha

Something funny happened in the cinema while watching this movie.

LOL. But i wont tell. But it was so hilarious!

Not the movie. The movie is not hilarious.

The movie is kind of creepy in some ways.

idk. for me, i will closed my eyes most of the time while watching this.

It's Piranha man! Don't the tittle itself sounds creepy?

Go and watch it!

Resident Evil Afterlife

Watched this in 3D and I was satisfied with this movie!

The 3D is awesome!

Devil

This is a short movie.

Quite okay.

But,for me, the tittle itself sounds scary so i will always close my eyes while watching this.

Grown ups

OMG OMG! The best movie ever!

I laugh so hard while watching this!

So damn funny!

Going the Distance

Awww! Love story!

Quite a long story.

Love the storyline.

So people. That's the short review.

Will update more soon!

Xoxo, Eda Pinka♥

Happy Eid 2010

2010-09-16T23:30:00.000+08:00

Sorry for the late update.

I've been busy going here and there.

So, we celebrated this Raya as simple as possible.

I brought Anong To spend Raya with my family

since she is not going back to Labuan.

I really had a great time with her.

Okayh, to cut long story short,

we celebrated the 1st Raya at Ampang,

and then we headed to several houses of my uncles and aunties around Subang and Kuala Lumpur.

We got home to Ampang at night.

Then i headed back to Sunway.

That's the 1st Raya.

Some pictures of 1st Raya.

Other pictures can be found in my facebook.

Raya Morning!

Me & the cute Fatma. I look fat!

My lil bro.

The three sisters!

Me, Kaklong and Hafiza.

My Darling Anong.

A gift. It is so cool. It is 3 in 1, a bracelet, watch and rings!

The kids from the Ampang neighborhood.

They are watching Wall-E. :)

Yummy!

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

The look for the open houses.

Then, me and Anong just randomly hanging out here and there until the 5th Raya.

At the 5th Raya, we went to Eza's house at Klang.

We took the KTM since i dont know the way to go to Klang.

I was quite excited since i haven't ride the KTM for ages!

So as we arrived, Eza and her mum pick me and Anong up.

We had a great fried noodle and i ate lots of the Kuih Raya.

Then at noon, we headed back home.

At Eza's house! Thanks syg for the nice meal.

As we arrived at my home,

Me and Anong had a short rest to wait for the night.

Then we headed to Feeza's house.

Picked up Azza and Ain on the way.

All of us had a great fried noodle there.

And the Kuih Raya that Feeza made is so wonderful that i kept eating it.

At Feeza's house. Thanks for the meal!

That are most about this Raya briefly.

Till further updates!

Xoxo, Eda Pinka♥

Merdeka 2010

2010-09-07T17:10:00.000+08:00

To you, yes you that gave me the pink teddy bear holding a love saying "love you"!

Where have you been?

You crushed my heart. So badly.

Erk? Am I supposed to write about Merdeka?

Well, im sorry.

I am a lil bit dramatic for a sec.

Why? I'll tell you why.

That is because that particular person is missing in action.

And whats that supposed to do with this post?

I will tell you if you want to know.

It is Merdeka.

And last year I went to celebrate Merdeka with her and her friends.

But this year, she is like totally missing in action.

So i suddenly missed her!

Here's the post of last year's Merdeka with her.

http://edapinka89.blogspot.com/2009/09/happy-merdeka.html

So, this year, I celebrated it with Anong.

Only the two of us.

I really had a great time with my darling Anong!

We went to Pyramid first to catch movie.

But then it turned out to be so packed with people.

So we changed our mind and sat outside Pyramid for the countdown.

We were expecting fireworks.

But the fireworks only last for like, 1 minute?

Then, we went to Titiwangsa.

We sat there and talk for like several minutes

then we decided to get out of there.

Next, we head to Bukit Ampang.

Near the look up point.

Then, stomach is grumbling,

so GCB time!

We ate it in the car then we headed back home!

Oh Darling Anong!

I really had a great night with you!

Here's the pictures and videos of that night.

A great nigh with you syg!♥

Merdeka kisses!♥

We were so bored while waiting for the fireworks,

so we created a video talking craps. LOL!

The 1-minute fireworks.

Out from Pyramid to go to KL.

An attempt to be Eminem! LOL. :D

So, till then people.

Xoxo, Eda Pinka♥

Vampire Sucks

2010-08-30T04:38:00.000+08:00

I wanted to watch this so so much.

Okay, Im not a Twilight fan.

I dont even watch all the Twilight series until the New Moon came out.

Then only I watch the previous series of Twilight so that i can understand the story.

But, i only watch the two first series though!

So, i dont know much about Twilight.

In Vampires Suck, the girl that acted as Bella really did a great job.

She acts really as if she is the real Bella.

Always tugging her hair behind her ear.

Talk a little bit spluttered kind of way.

And doesn't smile much.

That is so Bella right?

Edward Cullen!

Ohh or Sullen in Vampires Suck.

He is so hot hot heat!

And Jacob?

Well, his body can make woman faint!

So, that's all Twilight fan!

The Descent:Part 2

2010-08-30T04:29:00.000+08:00

The Descent Part 2?

I never even heard there was The Descent Part 1.

Anyway, i simply just watch it.

Im not a fan of horror movie.

It really give a creep out of me.

But, I wanted to try though. :D

Well, at first the movie hit me like a ton of bricks!

It really gave me a jump!

But then, slowly, im okay watching it.

So thumbs up for me! :D

Learning to be strong

2010-08-20T20:34:00.000+08:00

Lets talk about my feeling.

Lets rhyme it.

Here goes:

I am happy outside,

I laugh at all of your jokes,

But inside,

i chokes.

I always cry,

because im hurt,

oh why oh why?

do i have to put such effort?

I act happy,

but the truth is, im not,

it feels achy,

that no one ever thought.

I wanted to learn,

to get mad,

so that there will be no heartburn,

and i will be on your comrade.

Xoxo, Eda Pinka♥

New Semester 5 at New Campus

2010-08-17T15:56:00.000+08:00

Hey there readers!

I am on my new semester now.

Ohh, Holidays is over.

I think i done nothing on holidays.

except for hanging out. :D

Well, now back to STUDY!

So i am on my 2nd Year, Semester 5!

My college, UniRazak have been transfered to Leisure Commerce Square!

And that is like 5 minutes driving from my house!

How cool is that?

No more stuck in the traffic jam like before.

So yesterday I went to the new campus.

I was thrilled and excited at the fact of studying in a new campus.

So we went for a walk and explore the building.

Well, quite okay. :)

So welcome to the new campus, UniRazakians.

Study smart!

Pictures time!

Ohh. It is crowded there!

Snap snap. :)

I look pale!

So, I will be busy but I will try to update my blog if I am free.

Love you all!

Xoxo, Eda Pinka♥

Salt

2010-08-17T15:47:00.004+08:00

Watched Salt yesterday, after berbuka.

Angelina Jolie is smokin' hawt!

The movie didnt bore me even for a second.

I was like eager to know who is SALT?

She is not what you think she is at the first place.

Dont want to talk much.

Go and watch it and you will sure love it! :)

Xoxo, Eda Pinka♥

Tekken

2010-08-17T15:42:00.000+08:00

Hey there.

I watched Tekken 1 day before Ramadhan.

But i didnt update about it until today.

Because today, im in the mood to write.

So, here I am, writing about Tekken.

So, Tekken is a simple movie with actions.

Ohh the hero is handsome!

Seriously!

He is like so so HOT!

Yeahh. Yup. WATCH it girls. :D

So will update more soon readers!

Xoxo, Eda Pinka♥

Killing Me Softly

2010-08-12T11:02:00.000+08:00

I am listening Sunny Choi piano playing while writing this blog.

It really sooth me and a good brain therapy too.

You should listen to her piano playing.

She is a professional. I love her.

The calming sounds of the piano makes me feel better because currently,

i am feeling HURT.

This thing is killing me softly.

I dont know how to explain.

I will tell bit by bit.

Because I've been coping with this awful thing since, forever.

I need to write and express it so that I will feel better.

The thing is,

I am so weak at the heart. :'(

I easily shed tears because of nothing,

People said, it is good to have this kind of heart because we care about others.

But seriously, this angelic heart is killing me softly inside.

The consequences of me taking care of others' heart more than i take care of mine, really HURTS me a lot!

I am screaming inside! SCREAMING so 'loud' that only me myself can hear.

Now i am telling all of you because I really need to let this HURTFUL feelings out.

I really hate being a good-at-heart person. :'(

When people asked me whether I am okay or not,

I will said yes.

But the actual truth is, I am not at all okay!

I let things that i love and wanted to drift away in other to let other's people's things to pass through.

Even though i know it is hurting me,

but still i cant stop taking care of other's heart.

HOW MANY LONGER CAN I COPE?

I am dying inside.

I really am.

But when i think twice,

I serve the world with care and heart.

As long as i am here, i will be continuing sprinkles love to the world.

But at the same time, I will learn to be FIRM.

Even though, I will break down inside, i will try and regain my composure back.

Because maybe, that is the reason why I am born to this world.

Maybe this is who I am destined to be.

P/S : Expressing your feelings made you to think like an adult and made u feel better even for a while. So express and let it all out. :)

Selamat Menyambut Bulan Ramadhan Al-Mubarak

2010-08-11T16:59:00.000+08:00

Hye there people

It is the fasting month now!

And next week is my opening sem

So i will be busy like before.

Btw, Selamat Berpuasa to all the muslimin and muslimat out there!

P/S: Me wearing tudung. How do u like it? :)

Xoxo, Eda Pinka♥

Haters make me famous

2010-08-08T22:42:00.000+08:00

Hey there people.

Im still mad with people that kept stalking me.

I kept quiet and I always get mad and threw it in my blog and facebook status.

Until, now, i created a poem out of it!

Ohh come on ladies, enough already!

Here's the rhyme.

I am messy,

I wear jeans and t-shirt,

no short and skirt,

I don't even like high heels,

Low profile at college,

but still,

you haters are in rage.

WHY?

I can't understand,

Why you people love to stalk me,

Can't you see?

I am the plain me,

Nothing special,

Just the normal girl.

My friend said,

That the haters are jealous,

But i can't see,

Anything that you should envy off,

Please just leave,

and get your own life to think of.

Stop stalking,

Dying to see my next step,

You haters are just annoying,

That I can't help laughing,

Seeing you eager want to know about me,

Oh please just flee.

I am ladies just like you,

I am not a hot stuff,

For you ladies to stalk,

Just walk in your own shoe,

and hush don't talk!

You ladies that stalk me much,

Just shhhhh and hush,

here is a word for you haters,

click your heels together,

and get your own life,

instead of stalking mine.

Get it?

The Last Airbender

2010-08-08T10:02:00.000+08:00

Hey hey.

This semester holidays, i'd done nothing except for hanging out.

It was a blast having to hang out with my lesboo Eqa Lecha almost everyday.

We rarely met. We only met when both of us are free.

And this holidays, we hangout like mad! :D

The Last Airbender.

I watch this not with Eqa though. :(

The movie was quite okayh.

I was expecting more.

But, i still can say it as awesome. :)

So, new semester is approaching.

Will update soon.

Xoxo, Eda Pinka♥

Despicable Me

2010-07-29T01:45:00.000+08:00

Watched this is 3D!

It was so so so CUTE and FUNNY too!

I really wanted to get hold of them!

They were like small, and cute and cuddly and cute, err wait up, i wrote cute third times already and that is because they were so so so CUTE! now i wrote it fifth times already!

Coz it is true, they are CUTE! Okayh sixth time already,

Alright, Im not doing this all day, okayh again, CUTE!

Now im done. :D

Sorry. they are so CUTE i wanted to say it again and again!

there i go again, CUTE! :D

Okayh now im really done.

CUTE!

HAHA. Serious im done with cute now. LOL!

Go an watch it, then u will be saying this cute thing all day long.

Ohh you cute lil green thing!

Xoxo, Eda Pinka♥

The Sorcerer's Apprentice

2010-07-27T03:08:00.000+08:00

Watch this at Wangsa Walk!

This movie is awesome!

I enjoyed every bit of it!

Jay Baruchel is so CUTE!

He is one of my fav actor now. :)

Talking about Wangsa Walk.

You bet! It was my 1st time entering it!

Love it!

Before this i did went there.

But i only went there to Superstar Karoke.

This is the 1st time i entered the mall.

It was cool. :)

I dont know why,

but i think he is CUTE!

Xoxo Eda Pinka♥

Inception

2010-07-20T15:59:00.000+08:00

INCEPTION

Remember the last post i said i wanted to watch this but it was full?

At last, got to to watch it.

If you want to watch this, you must give 100% of your concentration.

It is so hard to understand.

I got to say 2 thumbs up for this movie.

The idea of the storyline is superb.

It was quite complicated at first, but it will slowly build up if you concentrate.

But, the adventure, the plot is amazing!

All the audience in the theater gave a big applause at the end of the movie.

After watching the movie,

i had to recall back the plot in my mind in order to understand it.

But, seriously, the movie was amazing! TRULY AMAZING!

The IDEA is SUPER AMAZING!

Go and watch it you all!

REMEMBER, FULL CONCENTRATION when watching this.

TWO THUMBS UP!♥

Xoxo, Eda Pinka♥

A one day journey to forget the ex-bf

2010-07-18T18:32:00.000+08:00

Standing in the rain

cant differentiate,

tear drops or rain drops.

My purse,

there's your letter,

hold it, kiss it,

suddenly, drop it.

Walk non-stop,

drenched by the rain?

or by the tears?

doesn't matter,

no fear.

The night sky,

stars can't be count,

to many of them,

try to pick one,

reminded,

they cant be picked.

Reflection in the mirror,

she smiles,

I smile back.

F-ck you very very much

2010-07-18T16:56:00.000+08:00

LOL. F-ck you. Its a song tittle!

Lily Allen's songs.

I really love all her songs.

But "F-ck you", i never heard of it until just now. :)

Just now, my bro come to my room and tell me about this song.

I straightaway love the song!

So cute and cute!

So this song is dedicated to

my haters, my copycats, and my stalkers.

F-ck you all very very much.

Enjoyyyyy!♥

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NmlbfyptLOM

Xoxo, Eda Pinka♥

Something that I believe in

2010-07-17T21:06:00.000+08:00

Anong gave me the idea of writing about something that i believe in.

So here I am, writing it.

I just answered the questions in formspring just now.

There were questions about karma, forgive and forget and all those kind of questions.

Let's talk about forgive and forget.

I am an easy person to forgive and forget.

But, that really takes time though.

Not that I can easily erased it but, yeah i will.

It is all the matter of time.

Then, there were question about if someone that back stabbed you come back to you, what will you do?

For me, I will give him/her the second chance.

And sometimes, I just forgive

but I dont really want to have any kind of relationship with that particular person.

Means like, we can be friends. But not so close as before.

The important thing is that, forgive and forget.

I do believe in that.

So far, I can only think of this.

So, anything you want me to write, just ask. :)

P/S: Is flirting with Zac Efron is something that I believed in? LOL! In my dream!

Xoxo, Eda Pinka♥

Knight and Day

2010-07-17T10:37:00.000+08:00

Knight & Day!

Watch this awesome action comedy movie.

Like usual, watch it at Pyramid.

More LOL than the previous movie.

We wanted to watch Inception, but it was full.

This movie is like so CUTE!

Yeah, CUTE!

You should watch it then you will know why i said it is CUTE!

News Flash: I'm addicted to Marina and the Diamond! The lead singer had an amazing voice!

Xoxo, EdaPinka♥

She's Out of My League

2010-07-15T13:57:00.000+08:00

Watch this awesome movie at Pyramid.

That's the only place that is so near to my house.

Like i said in my older post, i will spend most of my time there.

So don't be shocked when you stumble into me wearing only pajamas! LOL!

JOKING! Okayh back to the topic.

She's out of my league!

HILARIOUS!

&& yeah she's one hot chick!

You people should watch it.

I was laughing and laughing all along the movie.

Till more updates darling readers.

Xoxo, Eda Pinka♥

Kellog's Krispies Treats

2010-07-09T17:55:00.000+08:00

OMG OMG! I miss eating this!

I remembered eating this when I was in primary school.

I can eat like tons of them.

Seriously it is so delicious!

I was addicted to it!

They had it in vanilla and chocolate.

I love the vanilla's more.

Now, i cant find this anymore.

Anyone knows where can I find this?

Xoxo, Eda Pinka♥

Dusty formspring and messy room. :(

2010-07-09T14:24:00.000+08:00

Yeahh. These days, i've been so messy.

My room is like a bird's nest!

Everything is everywhere.

And yeah my formspring,

i totally forgot about it until it is so dusty. :(

ohh the frown turn into smile because

beneath the dust, there were a lot of questions in my inbox! :)

I was so bored at that time,

thanks to formspring, i didnt feel bored anymore. At least, at that moment. :D

Then, after answering all the questions,

i was so bored until i snap pictures of my messy room.

Okayh. I will make sure i will tidy up all the mess as u see in these pictures.

But maybe not now.

I am not in the mood to clean up the mess.

Still, my room is cozy.

Even though everything is scattered everywhere,

it remains in their borderline. LOL!

Random Border.

The cute orange basket is filled with my clothes actually.

The basket came with the orange drawer.

And the drawer is filled with my lil sis' stuff.

She is in hostel now. So not many of her stuff are in here.

The Study Border.

Gosh. okayh. i will sort it up.

See? all the books are here at the border.

Online border.

haha. you bet. I spend most of my time here.

Handbags Border.

See. My handbags are still in its border.

But it looks messy cz i kept changing bags.

And some bags are my lil sis'.

The Make-up Border.

From toner to hair mousse, all you can find it here.

Okayh okayh. i will tidy it up.

Wondering where is my Sleeping Border and Clothes Border?

They are far too messy.

My clothes are like everywhere in the Clothes Border.

Later, when i had tidy up my room,

i will show you.

Xoxo, Eda Pinka♥

I smell jealousy

2010-07-07T21:37:00.000+08:00

Okayh.i dun know where to start.

First of all, i noticed that people look at me as if im their rival or something.

By people, i meant the ladies.

Even though i didnt even know them, they will like see me and give the impression of

"screw-you-eda-i-hate-you-you-are not-hot" look.

I was like "daa? Wats ur problem?"

There are sometimes where this kind of things happen among my friends too.

By friends, i didnt meant besties.

I mean the hye-bye friends. The ones that i only chill with them sometimes.

Okayh. One example.

We were talking and talking about lame stuff.

And then there was a point they will like saying something that makes me like wtf?

They will say something in a hypocrite way.

They will say something that actually have hidden meanings and the hidden meanings is like,

"hey eda you are so not hot. i am better than you."

I was like, "seriously?"

How hypocrite they are. They are jealous of me and they twisted words to hide their jealousy.

But, jealousy is easy to smell.

There were a lot lot more things that i can sense that they are jealous.

Sometimes i wonder why?

Im not pretty and the bomb hot chick.

Im just me and me means yeah me.

So what's up with the jealousy and all?

So ladies, you know who you are.

Mind your words when talking to me.

Or even when chatting online with me.

Your words really make me sense the jealousy that swarms in u.

You can be jealous but you really need to learn on how to hide that feeling.

So jealousy mean that I am great! :D

And maybe you are jealous because i am me, myself.

You all can keep staring and comparing. I dont mind.

All your jealousy is what that makes me great!

And when you are jealous, it really insults yourself maybe because you cant be more like me.

And girls, jealousy wont get you anywhere.

And jealousy is a very terrible disease.

GET WELL SOON ladies!

The answer on why they are jealous of me:

&& yeah just so u think im great, that doesnt me that you can COPYCAT me.

You know who you are.

You copycat me shows that I am great. But darling, I am so sorry i hate copycat.

Xoxo, Eda Pinka♥

Untouchable - Taylor Swift

2010-07-04T18:30:00.001+08:00

I've changed my blog's song.

Untouchable - Taylor Swift.

I love this song!

So soothing.

Like you all know, i love soothing songs.

It really give an impact to my soul.

Untouchable like

A distant diamond sky

Mmm

I'm reaching out

And I just

Can't tell you why

I'm caught up in you

Untouchable burning

Brighter than the sun

And when you're close

I feel like coming undone

In the middle of the night

When I'm in this dream

It's like

A million little stars

Spelling out your name

You gotta come on, come on

Say that we'll be together

Come on, come on

Little taste of heaven

It's half full

And I won't wait here

All day

I know you're saying

That you'd be here

Anyway

But you're

Untouchable burning

Brighter than the sun

Now that you're close

I feel like coming undone

In the middle of the night

When I'm in this dream

It's like

A million little stars

Spelling out your name

You gotta, come on, come on

Say that we'll be together

Come on, come on

In the middle of the night

We could form this dream

I wanna feel you

By my side

Standing next to me

You gotta, come on, come on

Say that we'll be together

Come on, come on

Little taste of heaven

Oh, oh

I'm caught

Up in you

Oh, oh

Untouchable burning

Brighter than the sun

And when you're close

I feel like coming undone

In the middle of the night

When I'm in this dream

It's like

A million little stars

Spelling out your name

You gotta come on, come on

Say that we'll be together

Come on, come on

Oh, ohwa, oh

In the middle of the night

When I'm in this dream

It's like

A million little stars

Spelling out your name

You gotta, come on, come on

Say that we'll be together

Come on, come on

Little taste of heaven

Xoxo, Eda Pinka♥

Im sorry but i randomly approve

2010-07-04T16:20:00.001+08:00

I got tons of friend requests.

Im really really sorry to ignored most of u. :(

I didnt meant to, but here how it works.

Okayh. I got friends requests,

i check the friends in common.

If the friends in common happen to be the one that i know, i will approve.

But, if the friends in common are just the friends that i dont even know that happen to be in my friends list, i will ignore.

I am so sorry. But, that just how it works.

And sometimes, i randomly press the approve and ignore button.

So, if you have been ignored,

and if you think that this is a mistake,

dont hesitate to inbox me in my facebook.

But! I will only reply if u tell me who you are.

So that's how it works!

But special for ladies, i will approve even though i dont know you.

But i will sometimes ignore too.

See? Told you I randomly press the approve and ignore button.

I am so sorry for the one that i've ignored. :(

inbox me if u think that this is a mistake.

P/S: I had to hide their names for their privacies.

Okayh. I've explain why i ignored most of the friends requests.

So people, be matured and professional and stop saying bad stuff about people that ignored you.

They ignored you because they had reasons.

They are not arrogant or what.

So come on people, think as an adult okayh?

All the 'bajet hot' and all is all nonsense.

Dont labelled them as 'bajet hot' just because they ignored you.

They just wont talk to stranger.

That is how the social web works.

Some dont mind talking to the stranger,

but some really do mind.

Me? Im unpredictable!

Sometimes i dont mind, and sometimes i do mind. LOL!

That's me.

So again, as i said,

inbox me if u think that me ignored you is a mistake.

Again, sorry!

Xoxo, Eda Pinka♥

Award from Hananorisa

2010-07-02T22:10:00.000+08:00

Thanks Hananorisa for this award.

http://pmpcrew.blogspot.com/

Flattered for receiving the cutest blog ever award!

awww! that is cute! Thanks Hana!

Ceritakan bagaimana usaha korang untuk mencomelkan blog korang.

Well, i didnt really put much effort just that, i love writing. :D

Website yg korang slalu pegi utk membantu korang mengedit blog.

http://www.thecutestblogontheblock.com/

Tuliskan lima perkataan yang menggambarkan diri korang
messy

love to laugh

skinny

doesnt talk much with stranger

talk much if u get to know me

Tag kawan2 korang yg korang rasa patut menerima award ini

Iera Aqila - http://ieralicious.blogspot.com/

Renie Elyana - http://ellyellybee.blogspot.com/

Baybie Tasha - http://baybie-tasha.blogspot.com/

Dyaya - http://dyaya92.blogspot.com/

Are'tul Adania - http://ceriterabintangcerah.blogspot.com/

Lana Kimie - http://lanabulanbintang.blogspot.com/

Atol Simon - http://atol-simon.blogspot.com/

Xoxo, Eda Pinka♥

Tagged by Darling Echaa

2010-07-01T21:46:00.000+08:00

Thanks Echaa Hisham for the tag. :)

http://bebelanechaahisham.blogspot.com/2010/06/tagged-from-cik-keyha-firuz.html

1. 8 Things i'm passionate about

messy curly hair

tacky jeweleries

colored contact lenses

tight leggings
blogging

musics

gossip girl

hairband

2. 8 Things i say too often
OMG

like so...

Ohh eh?

hah?

WTF?

memang tak la kan...

damn

syg!

3. 8 Books i've read recently
Queen of Babble

My best friend's girl

How to be Popular

How to be Single

Diary of Anne Frank

P/S: I can only find 5! Since i read books only before bedtimes.

So it takes me like so much times to finish reading one book. LOL!

4. 8 Songs i could listen to over and over again
When I look at you - Miley Cyrus

Hollywood - Maria and the Diamonds

Dreams - Priscilla Ahn

Decode - Paramore

Brick by boring brick - Paramore

Catch Me - Demi Lovato

What you waiting for - MizzNina ft Colby O Donis

Blah Blah Blah - Kesha

5. 8 Things i learned last year
Never trust friend easily

Never cut your hair too often

Don't trust cute guy easily

There is another easy road to go to my college. :D

Hairband is cute. :)

Stop being a shopaholic

Ani Sup Utara branch are near at my college. cool!

UniRazak is cool after all. :)

6. 8 People to tag ( PLUS TWO )
Iera Aqila

Tcher Efa

Hafizah KK

Lydiaa
Hananorisa

Ainu Shazwani

Iqeat Ismail

Ili Aqilah

Baybie Tasha

Lana Cerita Melor

zyqapetite

Im afraid

2010-06-28T22:31:00.000+08:00

Hey there.

'Im afraid' is another poem i made based on personal history.

I stuck my head into the mess,

try to forget all those stuff,

thinking of it gives lot of pain.

Everyday is just the same,

having a massive migraine,

This really feel so lame.

When i found the right guy to be,

im afraid to admit,

bcoz of the the trauma,

and the last season's drama.

And when i shout out to the world,

They just said "please be strong girl"

you dont know the pain that swarm in me.

And when the drama keeps coming,

I just sit and stood crying,

why does this pain swarm in me?

Hater, go away,

i don't need you to ruin my love life,

please dont make me bomb you away,

Please, get a life.

Xoxo, Eda Pinka♥

Welcome to KL people

2010-06-28T14:58:00.000+08:00

Hey there!

i cant sleep last night.

So i came up with this.

I was there,

at the dance floor,

I was there,

and i use to want it more!

I was everywhere,

when night rushed in,

dance along to the beat,

all night long,

sounds like a bad girl activity?

Well, that's wrong!

We have our dignity,

We know our limit,

We always have the key,

to switch.

This is KL,

We work hard for living,

We find time to chill,

But still,

Our work is done in time,

We had fun,

And still have our aim for the future

So stop labeling us,

We are all human,

The best, the worst,

It is all us.

Im tired of the mindset,

labeling us like we are bad,

take a look for a sec,

before you try to brag.

That's life,

people hate, people love,

all sort of people.

We have aims in life,

So stop the rumors rain,

Coz everyone have their own game.

I live in KL,

Since the day i was born,

So, I've been there, done that,

But I dont want to brag,

Just want to let you all know,

Please keep up a good show,

Because this is KL.

And i love, Kuala Lumpur.

Take care!

Xoxo,Eda Pinka♥

A Small Reminder

2010-06-28T14:49:00.000+08:00

Hey there people.

As you all know,

in my blog, i sometimes wrote poetries and lyrics.

Here, I want to emphasize that everything that is written here is totally and 100% my own writings!

But, if i used someone's else work as my inspiration,

i will wrote there at my post the word

"inspired from...."

So please take note!

Everything that is written here is a work of my own.

Any copycat or stealer will be sued.

Have a heart people, have a heart.