Happy New Year 2012!

I hope it is not to late to wish all of you Happy New Year 2012!
I am so so busy until i have no time to update my blog.
These few months I've been facing such a hard times!
On my Exam weeks, i thought that i could not face the tension,
but Alhamdulillah, i made it through the Exam weeks!

There is not much to talk about actually.
I am now recovering! Insya-Allah! :)

I hope all of you have a great life ahead!
Taka care lovelies! ♥

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Xoxo, Eda Pinka♥

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Sensitive and Paranoid

Its 6.30 am and i haven't slept because I cannot sleep.
There is something that currently bugging my mind.
I hate being paranoid and sensitive.
I do not know who to turn up to when  i am facing with this troubling feeling.
So here I am writing about it. Not directly telling you what is the matter about.
But I just wanna ease the tense and just type and hit the keyboard until I am okay.
I just randomly type non stop, trying not to cry and this post is not directly pointed to anyone.
It is a matter of typing to ease the tense and to tell what i feel.
It is a general matter that happen around us.
I know some of you experienced this.

Sometimes, it bugs me big time when i easily can be torn apart because of simple matters.
I came to a conclusion, that i am maybe, paranoid!
That is why i am sensitive. I guess.

Sometimes, i wonder why people can be so mean to us when we treated them the BEST we can!
Or is it just me feeling like they are mean to me or, again, paranoid?

Sometimes, i just wish people can be good to us. I mean, yeah, we cannot expect people to be good to us every time. But, i realize, some people are so mean! They do not even care about other feelings! AT ALL.

Maybe because of being back stabbed and hurt for so many times , that i became so aware of how cruel people can be? I do not know!

But, even how hard it is, i will always try my best to be kind to people around me even some of you treat me vice versa. But, surely i have my limit. But so far, I am way far from my limit. I am not perfect and sometimes i know I break people heart too and sometimes im cruel and mean too. But, some people out there, they deliberately, purposely, intentionally act mean towards others.

What is becoming to this world? I do not know! I just miss the old times when I never face this kind of situation. The more people I know, the more i saw how human being can be so cruel!


Like the quote,

What this world needs is a new kind of army 

- the army of the kind.  

By, Cleveland Amory

and i stumble upon this saying,

“No matter how bad someone treats you, 

be courteous and kind 

and be the better person.”

So yeah, that's about it.
I am not perfect myself, i know.
But, i will try my BEST to be courteous.
People around me know how i play my card.
But, sometimes, I may act mean and evil without being aware of it. I am sorry. Everyone make mistakes because we are not perfect. But we can always try to be better!
So, here's a cheer for each and everyone of us so that we can help each other up to become a better person! ♥

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Xoxo, Eda Pinka♥

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So much to tell about!

New baby!
Hello readers!
It have been a long long time!
I am busy more than a hive of bees!

Previous post, i mentioned about my lost phone.
I am not sad anymore!
Thanks to my mummy for buying me a brand new phone!
Thanks to Kaklong and Abglong for 'hunting' the phone!
I am in love with the phone!


Salam Aidil-Adha
I spent my Aidil-Adha at ampang.
I don't know why I felt like wearing a hijjab at that time.
Gratitude to my lil sis Fieza for putting on the hijjab for me!
Everyone was amazed seeing me in hijjab!
They gave me a flattering remark! *shy*

1st trial

2nd trial

Happy Birthday Saffy!
To my dear darling Saffy!
Happy Birthdayyy! May all your wishes come true!
Thanks for the invite darlinggg! We had an awesome night!
It was an awesome party ever!
Swimming pool, beach-ball catch, awesome DJ, awesome crowd, most of all awesome PARTY!
It was such a great party! Loveee it!
And, you look so pretty syggg! <3 Xoxo!


Hangout
Okay. Momentous matter!
Sorry to some of my friends that i couldn't find the time to hangout with.
As you all know, my life is busy as a bee! Maybe busier than bees!
Sometimes, i stayed up late, assignment!
Sometimes, i stayed up late, hanging out at night to ease the tense.
I find myself free at night.
But when the sun came out, it was either i am busy at college or i am busy sleeping to regain back my energy.
Thousand apologies to all my friends out there,
especially Ewan, Ayie, Lil Sis Rara and some others!

Ewan, it has been a long time since we last hangout!
Wait until i am all free and wait until i get my pocket money okay?
Movie, dinner, shisha, everything! :D

Ayie, I am sorry because we had not meet before you went back to your hometown.
I had a fever and I heard that you had to stop to a lot of pit stop on that day.
Faster come back here okay my baby girl?
I will be missing you so so much!
Do not be naughty over there okay?

Lil Sis Rara, I am so so sorry because I couldn't wake up at that time!
I was so tired sweetie! I am truly depressed for not meeting you!
I miss you so much lil sis! All the memories we had together will forever be cherished!
Take care lil sis! Even how far we are, our memories will make us close! <3

And to other girlfriends, we will meet when all of us are not busy okay? Some of my girls out there are busy working. But don't worry, we will find the time when all of us are really free. Xo! <3


So far, that was the updates! Take care lovely readers!

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Xoxo, Eda Pinka♥

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Lost my phone!

I lost my phone! I was so so depressed!
Yes, it is not the leading advanced phone like you people have, but i really love that phone so so much!
How did I lost it? I dont even know how.
I notice that my phone was not with me when i was in the car.
So i thought maybe i left it at home.
But when i went back home and search for it, i couldnt find it!

I cried so badly! I cancelled the hangout with my friends.
I spent the whole day sleeping!
When i woke up, at night, i sraightaway went outside and meet my friends.

Thanks to my friends for cheering me up!
Lelly was so cute to write the phone numbers of us friends on a small piece of paper for me. <3
Ain was so cute to calm me down and make me smile with her entertaining attitudes. <3
Ewan was so nice to accompany me to search for a new simcard eventhough he was working at that time !<3
Mr. Choc was so wonderful for being the one that calm me down in every of our conversations through the phone. Thanks to Ain and Ewan for letting me used their phone. <3
And, special thanks to my mum for lending me her brand new phone!<3

Thanks to other friends too that calm me down through facebook.
I got my new number now.
Friends, please PM your number so that i can text you all with my new number.

Take care all!
May i got a new phone soon!

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Xoxo, Eda Pinka♥

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Bee buzzing

Busy as a bee!
This is only the second week of my new semester, and my time had already been occupied by tasks!
I want to be good in multi-tasking!

I can do my assignment while facebooking. 

Can that be considered as multi-tasking? *wondering*

I am currently taking six subjects this semester! 

Lots of theories to comprehend!

Lots of reading to do!

That explains why i rarely update my blog. 

Well, is it a good explanation? hehe. Even if im not occupied with tasks, i still rarely update my blog!

Why? I have no idea. Too lazy maybe! No idea what to write maybe! 

I have been writing blog for a long time. Well, not so long, but quite long.

Maybe i ran out of ideas of what to write. 

So, coming back to the lots of tasks etc etc.

The 'LOTS' is not actually a lot at all!

Well, i mean, it is a lot! 

But still, i have lots of time too to finished it, I hope.

If i do it bit by bit, Insya-Allah I will finished it on time! Aamin!

Wish me luck you all! 

P/S: To my beloved friends at UNISEL that will be graduating soon, CONGRATULATION! I pray you all the best in life. Aamin! ♥

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Xoxo, Eda Pinka♥

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